Tuesday, September 19, 2006

Feeling So Alone



Sometimes living in a dorm full of people, you can still feel alone...
There have been times that I have went off to do certain events, have so much fun, yet look back at the way things used to be.
I look at the good times that I had living at home and realize the reality that I am not at home anymore, and my heart fills with that sour feeling, alonging for home.
This feeling brings about joy as you reflect back on the good times you have had, and as I can relate, it also brings back memories you would love to forget!
For example the worries of loved ones who have fallen away from God, loved ones past, and yet you can't do a thing about it!
These thoughts cloud my thoughts, and they are something that bugged me for a long time, it was depressing, and made me feel so alone.
So Alone.....
There are so many times I forget.....I really should'nt, something so wonderful, so great, yet I regret to mention despite the reality of my surroundings I forget.
Covering all my problems with books, videogames, and anything else to avoid the thoughts of disappointment.
But then I finally remember the Love.
1 John 3:16
This is how we know what love is: Jesus Christ laid down his life for us. And we ought to lay down our lives for our brothers.

Its mind boggling to me that I could forget such a great love. Yet at the same time, I am happy to know that I can always have Christ there, I am never Alone!
When disappointing times come, when things are not well, Christ is there for me.
It is my Prayer for myself and for all who have excepted Christ or even have not yet accepted Him, to recognize His presence in your lives.
Let Christ be the Centre of your lives, He died so that we may have New Found Life, so that we would no longer need to be burdened by the things that bombard are lives.
May God Bless your lives in Christ Jesus!